I want to go to the ocean so badly. if there’s anywhere i can say i belong it’s there.
i miss the days where i lived on the beach so much lately.
i miss waking up in a a warm-cold ocean salted sweat because the sun was burning my skin.
i miss walking for miles where nothing ever changed. only the occasional hotel that seemed so out of place.
i miss when my hair was so long but didnt even touch my neck because it was so ruddy and salty. i miss licking my skin and tasting it. i miss everything. i miss sailing. i miss the wind. i miss the sky. i miss the water.
i miss my dog.
i miss myself. i miss everything lately.